December 2010
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“You can fuck me when you love me.”
– Showgirls (a movie so bad that it’s good)
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Day 13
I hate this question: somewhere I’d like to move or visit.
Well, thats half the world really.I want to see all of Europe, who doesn’t? I want to visit every state in the United States. I want to see most of South America. And North America. I want to go to Australia. I want to see the rest of Africa and finish seeing South Africa. And some people call me crazy but I would love to see...
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“I think we’re just gonna to have to be secretly in love with each other...”
– Margot, The Royal Tenenbaums
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Day 12
woke up
got half ready
saw Tron
fell in love/lust with Garret Hedlund
went to Target
came home and cleaned
picked up a bookshelf I found on craigslist
went to work
got off early
gave Sara a ride home
came home
organized my bookshelf, cleaned up a bit
settled in with tumblr and Real Housewives of Beverly Hills
not my most exciting day haha
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Day 11
Pictures of Success - Rilo Kiley (omg favoritest song ever!)
Dreaming With A Broken Heart - John Mayer<3
The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice
Tiffany Blews - Fall Out Boy
Better - Regina Spektor
The Guilty Ones - Spring Awakening
Flux - Bloc Party
Run This Town - Jay Z
Por Ti - Belanova
Historia De Un Sueno - La Oreja de van Gogh
10 out of 3358 songs. Not even a taste of my music :)
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Day 10
200th post!
My first kiss was awkward of course and was in 8th grade. He and I had been flirting for a while and both our best friends were trying to do something about it. While we were backstage at a show waiting for our turns on stage our best friends were like “If we kiss, you have to too.” We laughed and they kissed and then we had to kiss and it was just short and awkward and I...
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Quelqu’un m’a dit que tu m’aimes encore,
Serait-ce possible alors?
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Day 9
Finally caught up!
I hope my future is a happy one. I hope I’m still in touch with Michael and David and Cici and Nicole and Jessenia and Brenda. I hope I have a comfortable life, a fabulous life, a good life. I hope I have a good career, speak five languages and I’m surrounded by people I love and who love me. I hope to be healthy and fit. And as cheesy as it sounds, I do hope the...
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Day 8
Day 8 was yesterday but I waited because I really had to think about this one: a moment I felt most satisfied with my life.
Maybe that night at Jeff’s apartment drinking, singing karaoke, riding bikes to Jack and the Box and being with Christoph. My friendship with Alisia was probably at its high then and we both looked so cute that night. Two random guys from the same floor came over with...
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Day 7
Pisces. I always read the same things: compassion, sensitive, intuitive, dreamer, devoted, adaptable, etc etc.
I do tend to dream a lot and want to escape reality. I indulge a lot and am good at reading people. I’m always trying to adapt my outside to my inside and like change. I am very sensitive, sentimental and emotional.
That’s kind of in a nutshell, but I’d agree....
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Day 6
I’m from fabulous Palm Springs, California.
In high school a 4.0 GPA was so normal for me anything below that was unfathomable.
I once cried because I had a 3.872 GPA.
I seem to dislike people who are just like me.
I’ve been to an MTV Super Sweet 16.
I wish I had green eyes like my dad.
I will never feel good enough for anyone.
Sometimes I’m happy in my melancholy, and a...
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Day 5
I’m on a small vacation, hence falling behind.
I thought about swallowing a bunch of pills from all the bottles in the medicine cabinet and then drowning in the shower about four and a half years ago now. My mom had turned my world upside down after moving in with her boyfriend who turned out to be nothing short of a monster. There was nothing I wanted more than to drop dead in those days,...
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Day 4
I’m atheist. And I don’t really like religion and everything it has done and that has been done in its name. I think it’s nice for people to have something to believe in and to hold on to but its not for me. It’s false hope and I want to know where god was during the dark times in my life and in history. The Bible makes no sense to me.
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Day 3
Drugs and alcohol are a persons choice. If thats what you want to do thats fine as long as you don’t push me to do it. I do drink but I don’t smoke or do any kind of drugs. I hate the smell of pot and think people waste their lives on drugs. Some people will say its an escape but there are better ways to do it I think.
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Going Home
In about 24 hours I’ll be back home in Palm Springs and I absolutely CANNOT wait!
I haven’t been home since August and I miss winter in the desert. And all my friends and favorite shops and restaurants!
I think I’m going to the Living Desert and Joshua Tree while I’m there.
So excited!
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