I hate this question: somewhere I’d like to move or visit.
Well, thats half the world really.I want to see all of Europe, who doesn’t? I want to visit every state in the United States. I want to see most of South America. And North America. I want to go to Australia. I want to see the rest of Africa and finish seeing South Africa. And some people call me crazy but I would love to see the Middle East.
As for moving? I’d like to move to one of the low countries, France, Spain, NYC/New England, Colorado, back to Southern California, San Miguel de Allende maybe. So many possibilities, I don’t know how people chose a place to settle down with so many places to see!
My first kiss was awkward of course and was in 8th grade. He and I had been flirting for a while and both our best friends were trying to do something about it. While we were backstage at a show waiting for our turns on stage our best friends were like “If we kiss, you have to too.” We laughed and they kissed and then we had to kiss and it was just short and awkward and I could feel their eyes on us. I think he got a boner haha.
My first love? I don’t know that I’ve been in love. I thought I loved James, and I thought I loved Austin but both faded away so easily I don’t think it really was love. Paighton? Maybe? Matt? For years we keep going back to each other but for nothing. We can’t forget about each other no matter what. No matter who ever else we are with or the fact that there’s now 2000 miles between us or the sad fact he can’t really tell me how he feels when he’s sober. Despite that I know how he is and he knows another side of me. After three and something years of this and nothing has truly happened. Despite that sometimes I think it’s meant to be a cliche unrequited love. And when I finally make up my mind to end it and tell him to stop doing this to me, he just has to call me and everything I had planned melts away.
This turned more into a small rant than my daily challenge post, sorry :p
I hope my future is a happy one. I hope I’m still in touch with Michael and David and Cici and Nicole and Jessenia and Brenda. I hope I have a comfortable life, a fabulous life, a good life. I hope I have a good career, speak five languages and I’m surrounded by people I love and who love me. I hope to be healthy and fit. And as cheesy as it sounds, I do hope the world is a better place.
I don’t know how else to answer this question haha
Day 8 was yesterday but I waited because I really had to think about this one: a moment I felt most satisfied with my life.
Maybe that night at Jeff’s apartment drinking, singing karaoke, riding bikes to Jack and the Box and being with Christoph. My friendship with Alisia was probably at its high then and we both looked so cute that night. Two random guys from the same floor came over with a pack of beer and Greg and Christoph were drinking screwdrivers out of cereal bowls. It was just such a good night, we were all so happy and beautiful.
Pisces. I always read the same things: compassion, sensitive, intuitive, dreamer, devoted, adaptable, etc etc.
I do tend to dream a lot and want to escape reality. I indulge a lot and am good at reading people. I’m always trying to adapt my outside to my inside and like change. I am very sensitive, sentimental and emotional.
That’s kind of in a nutshell, but I’d agree. Although, for being a water sign I can’t swim. Whoops.
I thought about swallowing a bunch of pills from all the bottles in the medicine cabinet and then drowning in the shower about four and a half years ago now. My mom had turned my world upside down after moving in with her boyfriend who turned out to be nothing short of a monster. There was nothing I wanted more than to drop dead in those days, months. But as horrible as it all was, I couldn’t imagine doing that to my dad. I couldn’t imagine putting him through that and what would happen to him. Months later I’d see what that could do to a parent, and I was glad I didn’t do that to my dad. I’m tearing up.
I’m atheist. And I don’t really like religion and everything it has done and that has been done in its name. I think it’s nice for people to have something to believe in and to hold on to but its not for me. It’s false hope and I want to know where god was during the dark times in my life and in history. The Bible makes no sense to me.
Drugs and alcohol are a persons choice. If thats what you want to do thats fine as long as you don’t push me to do it. I do drink but I don’t smoke or do any kind of drugs. I hate the smell of pot and think people waste their lives on drugs. Some people will say its an escape but there are better ways to do it I think.