I’m tired of being buttered up, sweet talked, fooled. How long have I been the Go To Girl?
Being home this time was different. It no longer feels like the home I thought it was. Its just a getaway now. Somewhere to run to, but that’s it. I feel like just another tourist or the people with weekend homes. It might be time to accept that my only home now is in San Jose.
I thought moving away and moving out would mean leaving all of the drama behind. And I did, for a while. The problem with settling somewhere is that you also have to settle for everything else around you as well. Drama included.
Its 82 here in San Jose. People really need to stop their damn whining. Its 112 where I’m from! Grab a water and go tan. Come on people :)
A Long Story?
If I am at fault then I will admit it. But I’d at least like to know what I did to deserve this horrible treatment.