Being home this time was different. It no longer feels like the home I thought it was. Its just a getaway now.
Somewhere to run to, but that’s it. I feel like just another tourist or the people with weekend homes.
It might be time to accept that my only home now is in San Jose.
I thought moving away and moving out would mean leaving all of the drama behind.
And I did, for a while.
The problem with settling somewhere is that you also have to settle for everything else around you as well.